Slave of wishes

A Sisyphus is breathing,

Yet again! Still tired-

A soul captured in ,

A girly-body vessel,

Perhaps this time,

Burdened under the,

Wishes of others,

And she would,

Yet again, Do,

All those works,

To see smiles,

Stretched on faces,

Of many people…

And to feel,

The tears of,
Forceful Suppression…
Rolling down Her eyes...



Swiftly walking through,

The alley of my lively childhood.

I wore that
white anorak,

Of my smile,

As an apparel of my soul.

I then,  embarked on sledge,

Of youth,

with it’s might unknown.

Adorned with my
white anorak,

Dazzling as a precious
white stone.

But then the slippery ice-white as my smile,

but of pseudo incarnation; made situations

And led me on a path,

perilous  and unknown.

Then a light you yearned,

Was there in your heart.

A faith that you lacked,

Ultimately got the spark.

You then illumined by divine inspiration.

You chose the path that,

Masses find difficult to walk.

‘oh sweet soul, don’t worry now,

Your affairs are in the hand of The Master,

Now just bow down and returneth to Thee,

For He will see behind your back.’

Your face now glows,

A demure that you once had.

You now ressurect from the dark alley.

Into the zone of elysium,

Where traitors don’t reach…

# White- pure

White- colour.


Dear readers, i was finding difficult to write the latter part of the poem. So Mr.Aquib Khan helped me to complete this poem of mine, by adding his magical words and exemplary thoughts in it…

The second stanza of this poem is penned by him. No doubt he is a wordsmith and not only he is a good human being but a great friend too….really.😁😁

Please visit him @ if you haven’t yet. His blog is just full of his best works and worthy of being followed.

Thank you Aquib ji.😊



Truth uncovering Truths #3

Phillipa continued “He enraptured me by his impression,  and this lead to an other meeting of the two of us…slowly with time we came closer and…”

Phillipa was completely engulfed in the memories of those amorous days, when her Steve for her was probably:-

the best human of this world,

 the most handsome guy of the town,

 and a centre of few girls who were mad about him- their so called crush!

She continued “After one year we decided to turn this into a relationship and settle down with each other. Steve met my mom Ruth. She lives in a village nearly 40 kilometres from Alveremere. “

“And you know we got married in December the same year!”

Phillipa’s glee was touching heights now…she was no doubt living her dead past again…

The constables at that moment had only one question hammering their minds “Was she really so much attaached with Steve? Or she is just creating an alibi to get the stains crime washed off…” 

To be continued.😊

Truth uncovering truths #2

One of those constables asked “What made you do this? ” but Philippa sighed no answer, and blowed out a hefty breath. 

She continued “It was our first meeting Steve appeared to be  gentle and a wise man by his words…”                                               “We had a deal in the first meeting itself.  As we both grabbed the same book but neither of us stepped back.  So we decided to meet a week later and i made my word to give the book to him. ”    

Meanwhile one of the constables nodded up with an equally unusual question as his face – “Then did you people meet next?”

Two voices came up One of “Yes!!” and the other of- grimming of Phillipa’s teeth in distress…

She told- “The next time we met in a coffee shop nearby my house in Alvermere. And there i kept waiting for an hour almost. ”     “That unusual and vexatious waste of time took my temper on verge when i heard Steve calling me up saying “Hi Phillipa”…”

“He got well aware of my state by my mere contortions.” She said. 

And she continued by saying that Steve told her that he was late because he was busy helping an old man who met with an accident on Charterhouse Street and none of his family members could have been found at the spot.

Her eyes welled up and her lips streched to give themselves a vague and pleasing look….

Phillipa was certainly lost deeper into the thoughts of that Steve whom she loved more than herself…

To be continued…😊

Thank you.

A Truth uncovering truths

“I have a confession to make” said Philippa in a sardonic and mysterious tone… 

The four police constables dressed in a highly professional manner- Kevlar vest, utility belt accompanying with the side arm.  The baton and the radio added on to the pride of the uniform. 

They stood round her, to finally have the sound of truth ringing in their ears, behind which they have been running like rats since months….

” It was three years ago when Steve and I met in the library of our hometown in Alvermere, London.” Said Philippa falling back into the chair but even deeper in her thoughts and memories of past!

The walls of the room echoed the heightened frequency of that eerie silence.  At times it was only that brassy wind that dared to blow in to turmoil the silence by shaking the long dead fashionably clinging Ivy leaves, hustling in stubbornness. 

Philippa continued “We were in the search of same book, as we both were graduating from the branch of Human Psychology…” and she wiped her welled up eyes roughly thrice within these couple of seconds… 

(To be continued..)😊

फिर से…

चलो फिर से आज जन्नत में जहन्नुम का नज़ारा दिखाते हैं…

चलो फिर से आज प्यार में धोखे का फसाना सुनाते हैं…

वैसे तो लोग उस दर्द भरे किस्से के लफ्ज़ आज भी फिज़ाओं में बहाते हैं…

लेकिन चलिये जाने दीजिये कौन सा हम आपको एक पल में आँसुओं के सैलाब और दुखों के पहाड़ तले दबाना चाहते हैं!!

Well, Not just a Love Story

Yes dear! I LOVE YOU. And will continue loving you forever.

You were my first love and will last till my breaths break up the chain with the beats of my heart.

The day i accepted you in my life i took you not just as my lover…but as the one with whom i would share all my silly talks to laugh and the most painful reasons to weep.

Yeah, for sometime it went on to be the same as i presumed. After such long time of struggles, pain, weeps, depression, abuses etc…I was finally free to Smile once again!😀

Well, I have never witnessed a heaven where God lives. But have surely lived in a heaven which was blessed by God and was gifted by you.

But it has been rightly said “However the time is, it passes by.”

And this time too…passed away. But i couldn’t discern it all at once simply because…that heaven meant much…much more than anything else to me. 

Slowly distances began to grow between two of us…less talks and more ignorance.

 Well…each relation faces some ups and was okay. But it wasn’t okay anymore when you brought someone else between the two of us.

I still continued to love you. The only difference i could make out was that i could not express my love to you.

Well…months later you apologized and still those feelings were so strong that i couldn’t resist myself from accepting you back. Even a criminal deserves a second chance, so did you.

However a constant fear of being betrayed again prevailed each second in my mind…and a constant doubt was there. But still, somehow i managed to kill those doubts and fear. 

But today you again seem to be going back on what you were…you have probably forgotten the love, the feelings and the care we had for eachother.

You forgot that when you suffered from that serious disease i never stepped back. I was always there by your side. 

I feel the you’ve forgot all that since the day you started abusing me, and telling me constantly that the abuses and the physical molestation i faced being a girl, I deserve it.

Your words of “You deserve all that” constantly ring in my ears till date. And your abuses still perish my heart. 

Yes, I still love you. And will continue to love you. But i also love my and I  respect my self-respect.  And so i leave you. 

Accepting the truth that you are no more with me has made me to shift from my house to hospital. I am suffering from anxity, depression and some say a mental disorder.😔

It has been a month and you never knew…because you never bothered.☺ 

Well i wish someday you realize that all what you did was needless. The world lacks true love and i know that i loved you truly with all my heart…but you, you lost it dear. 

Good wishes to you. I hope you find a better partner this time and be with the one taking her to be the only one in your life.


To be continued…☺

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